You’ll look forward to getting triggered.
A couple of weeks ago, a friend said something to me that triggered me so badly, I felt like I had a wild animal in my chest.
I knew this had nothing to do with my friend, though my ego really wanted to tell the story that they had done something wrong and that the feelings I had were their fault.
It was such an intense feeling. And the contrast between the part of me who understood this was mine, and the ache that wanted to blame and lash out, made me realize that I had to do something about it. I had to release myself from this suffering.
What happened next was a combination of several things:
consciously interrupting my egoic storytelling
compassionately tending my emotional reaction
surrendering it all to Divine Love
learning more about the structure of the ego and how to dismantle its patterns
I was clearly ready, because the processing worked quickly, and information started streaming in from many sources.
In a very short time, I experienced a significant shift: the emotional charge was gone, I found humor and deep appreciation for my friend and the gift of that moment, and I found myself standing with a greater level of inner presence and, well, power.
That’s the part that has surprised me most: the feelings of power and mastery.
Something has been rewired within me, and now I feel this new access to my life force energy and creativity. It feels very natural. The natural claiming of a birthright.
It has only just begun. In addition to those “positive” effects, there seem also to be what I might have called “negative” effects in the past. But negative and positive seem to be blurring together - which is also part of the nature of what’s happening. The polarities are reconciling.
An example of what might be called “negative” is that I was recently in a group and I found my consciousness decided to show me ALL of my judgments! It was quite a swirl, to greet a person and then to feel this swirl of judgment arise within me - all revealing itself to be released!
I have designed a new offering based upon what I have learned. This feels like the most important thing I have ever taught. If you would like to be in my first cohort, we start Monday May 11 at 10am ET.
An Invitation
If you want:
To experience yourself and your relations with luminous clarity, rather than through the distortions of your shadows, projections, and blindspots
To unplug from programming that has been extracting your energy so you can tap directly into Source
To have practices that allow you to stabilize these states into your daily reality
To walk this journey with community and in a lovingly held container
You are invited to Relationships as a Sacred Mirror
The process will use Constellation Work + SenseThinking as well as emotional processing techniques to:
Identify your core patterns + how they are operating in your specific relationships
Identify exactly how your shadows/projections/blindspots are casting their image onto your relationships.
Integrate your projections and attend to your inner longings with love, compassion, and Divine Grace.
Stabilize this movement through simple daily practices that strengthen your direct connect with Source.
This work has psychological aspects, but ultimately is spiritual in nature. You must be comfortable with or open to connecting with Divinity / God / Source / Mystery / Universe / Nature, etc. - the language does not matter. What is important is that you are open to the Field of Unconditional Love.
Reach out to me if you have questions. If you’ve read this far, this is probably for you!
~Aitabé
Details:
Relationships as a Sacred Mirror
One Private 1:1 Session with Aitabé
plus three group sessions
This offering includes a private 1:1 session so we can take a deep dive into your relationship and projection dynamics.
For this first cohort, the group sessions will meet on Monday mornings, May 11, May 25, and Jun 8.
Morning: 7am - 9am PT/ 10am - 12pm ET
Exchange: $700 USD suggested, $400 USD minimum. Payment plans available.
TO REGISTER: EMAIL Aitabé hello@greenriverfc.com
